Le voyage de la famille

      Being a son is much different when you are all growing up. You’re gonna feel what a gentle should do when they bankrupt (re: something happen when the month ends, you get it, right!!). Being a brother of my brothers always makes me proud of where I come from.  And being a little gentle son of my mother is a biggest gift from god. I tell you my stories, I mean my family cause I told mine before.

      The guardian angel was falling to my house years ago, and she was growing up, being a super kind daughter, being a mother of sons, being a super wife. She is my mother, my every single pray is for her. And I don’t know how to tell the world that I love her so very very much. My mother was like being a single parent when I’m in my childhood, I mean  you know my father was in Jakarta for years until I got 4^th grade in elementary. I still remember when my mother told me “Dreaming! Cause just that beautiful thing can make you to be what you want”. And thanks god, every pray of my mother is always accepting by You, including where I do work right now. The thing my mother always said “ I hope my son got a job in Jakarta, and yep! I got that”. My my mother is such a biggest inspirator of my life. She gave me everything I need in this world after God.

      He is the only one who sew all my shirt even till I got my job. I know my father is not perfectly cool like other papas in earth. But I know he does something hard to my family. He did what he can, he was driving, sewing, trading. But I’ve already known that, he did his best for us. I know being a father is a hard job for every men in universe. I remember when I was in elementary, my friend asked me, hey! I never saw your father, what he looks like. Ya, you know I met my father once a year till 4^th grade but it makes me so gentle for protecting my mother and my family.

     My eldest brother is such my biggest motivator. I knew this college from him. I know he’s not good in math or physics. But I do know he is such a good man in finding something that other never mind it. Okey, I got some reality of him, his proposal is getting passed the PIMNAS (National Sains Week: for all student around country ) and it’s twice. He got his graduation just for 3,5 years, and 1,5 years for his master. He is a doctoral student for now, and guess what he’s just 24 when he got that. The campus is Doshisha University of Kyoto. There’re many things good in him

     My little pretty brother is the honest human I ever know. He tell everything in his mind, he honestly tell what he’s done. Maybe everybody around said he is not good in academic but he is best in morality. He is the smiley guy, it is weird when he doesn’t smile.

     My grandma is like a flower, im deathly sorry cause I can’t bring you to you last bed. I wish we can meet there in heaven, I always pray to god to save you in there. I know you, over there, whatcing me.

My brandnew job, My brandnew life

      What I mean with new job? Did I get a job somewhere before? Yup, it’s the answer. I am a junior auditor before, ya just for a month. The word ‘moratorium’ (so, moratorium is just like there’s no new employer in year) brings me there. Basically, my college is an exception of this thing (remember when I told you, we are an attachment school) . But, there’s something makes us waiting for working in here (Financial ministry, BPK, and BPKP). We are waiting for (mmh, I can say from end of December, we got a test on dec 10^th). So, I said to mom, I got to go to Jakarta, waiting there (for the announcement of the placement). And time said a different thing, in the middle of January, I tried something new, I was finding for a job (so I can say my days are full), and I got this office, an public accountan office. Everyday, I work as a junior auditor, doing the auditor’s things, learning the working paper, or visiting the clien. It’s just exactly a month that I was working there.

      Time said it’s end of February, so the thing that we wait for was coming. So, with a long heartbeat I clicked the site, and opened this thing. I got my name on the list, and it said SETJEN-BIRO KLI (I truly remember exactly the same).  I thanks god until now, tomorrow, and forever. It means the magic of praying is really awesome. It was mother, I know that her praying was the biggest magical thing happen to me. I thanks to everything I got in my life, I aint regret even a single bad thing.

      In everyside of earth, you always need this thing called room for sleep. Actually, I knew this place (it’s nearby my aunt marry home, but I think it’s not good being a guest every night, you know!). so, with some friends, we went to this place. In the first day we don’t have any idea , I got a list but I don’t think It’s my choise. So, the next day I went with a large number of friends. I got the best “I think” so we were moving here by cab with a ton of my things there.

      About my job now, it was fun trying something new, something not relate with accounting. I got to read every headlines everyday, I got new friends, I got so beautiful experiences, and I got my own computer and desk in the office. I learned everything here, and I feel so cool here. It was awesome my little dream come true, working everyday, in a skyscraper, but with no tie (I dreamt with tie) but I doesn’t matter, I’ll get one oneday. I promise, I’ll do my best.

      

unstory

       It’s about a young guy who’s trying to reach his dream. Once his mother told him, “you should be brave to dream something, because dream gives you a spirit, and you never know that you’re on your way for it.” When I was a child I had no idea what kind of job that i wanted. The only thing i remember is i want to be a great guy with a tie, and go to a skyscraper every morning in the biggest city in the country. Using a glasses like a boss, and with a black casual shirt like on the movies. And I don’t know when I will reach it, I just know that I’m on my way to reach it.

      I was getting accounting college although my real subject was sciene. I don’t know, I just love this college when my brother told me about it. So, when my friends browse about games or videos, I was googling STAN. A year before the test, my brother bought me a book (like an excersice book). A day before the test, i still remember there’s still a voice told me it’s imposible to pass it (you know it’s about a hundred thousands student to attend the test but only a percent to pass), I just believe in myself, that god always loves me.

      I got “customs” specialization first, but I was crying when the gov announce that I got it. It’s all because you know, if you get “customs” as your subject you have to pass the pshycal test and you have to attend the test in other city. My mother told me, “it doesn’t matter about the money we will spend, just try hard, pray to god, and believe that you will pass it, trust me you will get it. The next day I was going to Jakarta (and actually it’s my first time went to an old big city, saw skyscrapers every where). I was going with my father. I am not good with phsycal test or something relate to phsycal, but I tried. And when the result announced, I realized my name is on accounting specialization, I did know that god gives me the right place.

      The 1^st grade was a brand new step of my life. I got friends from all over the islands of the country. I got friends from Yogyakarta, Bandung, Medan, Makassar and other city. It’s really enjoy changing my mother language to be Indonesian. My Indonesian accent was very strange but I learnt, and know I got jakartans accent haha.

      The 2^nd grade was a serious step of my life. So much issues from my senior that in this grade many STANers were getting Drop Out from college. Honestly, I read my book, I learnt it when my friends enjoy their holyday. And god still loves me, I got my first cumlaude in 3^rd semester. I never regret ruin my holiday for my academic activities.

      The 3^rd grade was an enjoyable moment of my life. I don’t have any idea, I got cumlaude for this grade, and I’m the first place in my class. My mother told me, “it’s all what you’ve done”.

The graduation was held on October 12^th. It was very important thing in my life, I look up in the place my mother and father were sitting, and they rised their hands to me with a proud face. I’m proud being your son, thanks for being there for me.

      A long day before the placement (it’s like an attachment of the Gov, when we got graduate we have to work in the govt), I got my first job. I was being a junior auditor for a month in the public accountant, they’re really kind, give me so much experiences. Thanks for all of trainings and experiences.

     And the placement was announced when February ends. Thanks god, I got “Sekretariat Jenderal Kementrian Keuangan” (the secretariat of financial misnistry), just thanks god, I will always feel thanks for all of your mercy for me and my family.